Haiku and painting

1. Fear / disconnection / field

fear enters here—

mind drifting from the qi

cosmic field remains

fear passes through me

a mind loosened from its root

cosmic field, still whole

fear, a brief shadow—

mind strays from breathing qi

field without rupture

2. Night / opening / arising

silent night deepens—

cosmic fields opening wide

qi begins to rise

in the silent night

the ten thousand things open—

qi moving through all

night without a sound—

vast fields quietly opening

qi, already here

3. Stars / moon / awakening

meditating stars—

moonlight enters the heart-field

qi awakening

under watching stars

moonlight touches hidden ground—

qi stirs from within

stars, no separation—

moonlight in the body’s field

qi, waking as one

marsh grasses whisper

wind moving through what was first—

source without a name

stars in still water

ancestral dark breathing through

reeds, mud, and my pulse

Liberty, equality, peace and justice for all

These digital compositions suggest that democracy is not a fixed structure but an ongoing, collective process—fragile, emergent, and dependent on our capacity to hold difference in relation rather than opposition.

Through layering and recombination, the work disrupts patriarchal narratives that have historically defined power through hierarchy, conquest, and exclusion. The feminine forms—Venus and Nike—are no longer static objects of admiration but active participants in a rebalanced symbolic order, where care, interdependence, and embodied presence are central. Liberty herself is pulled from monumentality into this living matrix, no longer distant, but implicated.

In this sense, the work is both invocation and critique: a call to reimagine the foundational ideals of “liberty and justice for all” as inseparable from peace and love, not as abstractions, but as lived, material conditions.

Against the violence of war and the rigidities of patriarchal order, these pieces offer a vision of convergence—where multiplicity is not erased, but held in dynamic, generative tension.

Nike: Bird Goddess of PEACE, RESTORATION, AND VICTORY

Nike, bearer of wreath and wind,

bend your flight toward us.

Let the olive grow again in ruined courtyards,

let the quiet be stronger than thunder, and bombs; 

And let the world remember

that the greatest victory

is the one in which

no one must fall.

The earth is tired of armaments, arguments, and

tired of maps redrawn by rocket fire.

Cities breathe in broken rhythms,

fields remember the weight of marching boots.

If Nike, the bird goddess,  still has wings,

let her carry something gentler:

a hand unclenched,

a wall becoming an entryway, 

a road where armies once passed

now filling with children and market voices.

Teach us the harder triumph—

not the moment of defeat

but the long courage of repair:

stones lifted back into houses,

speaking without fear,

rivers running clear of ash.

Nike, bearer of wreath and wind,

bend your flight toward us.

Art Journal 02/15/2026

This analysis of the above painting, using three different lenses to focus on different viewpoints, gives a 360 degree perspective. The subject matter of the critique includes: truth-tension (Adorno), plastic vitality (Hofmann), and ontological presence (Hinton). Each reveals a different dimension of what is already occurring in this work.

I. For Adorno, the artwork’s truth resides not in harmony, but in its refusal to reconcile contradictions. The painting embodies this refusal.

1. Non-identity and resistance to conceptual capture

This is recognizably a grove or forest canopy, yet it refuses total mimetic “landscape.” The trunks dissolve into strokes, and the canopy becomes a variable field of layered marks. The image oscillates between:

• representation (trees, foliage)

• and autonomous painterly material (pigment, gesture, surface)

This oscillation is essential. Adorno argued that authentic art preserves the non-identical—that which resists being reduced to a concept. I am not depicting trees, nor attempting to have this be an illustration of trees. They are presences emerging from matter itself.

The vertical strokes especially resist descriptive closure. They are not fully trunks; they are traces of emergence.

2. Sedimentation and historical memory in matter

The layered greens, ochres, and blues feel accumulated rather than applied. Adorno called this sedimentation—history embedded in form.

The work does not present nature as idyllic unity for easy consumption.  Instead, it shows nature as fractured, layered, and temporally dense. The dry, earthen substrate asserting itself through the paint prevents illusionistic escape. The painting refuses to let us forget its material truth.

Nature here is not consumed as image—it remains resistant.

3. Truth through restraint rather than expressionism

Adorno distrusted purely expressive gesturalism when it became cliché. the quiet layering, the absence of dramatic gestural assertion— these aspects show restraint and preserves the authenticity and autonomy of the painting.

This is not a painting of emotional discharge. It is a painting of attention.

Truth emerges not through intensity, but through its creation in a layered process.  The viewer can see this process to state a fidelity to process.

II. Hans Hofmann: Push–pull and the life of pictorial space

Hofmann would immediately recognize this work as spatially alive—not through perspective, but through relational color forces.

1. Push–pull through chromatic opposition Brings forth the dynamic interplay of colors; Warm yellow-greens advance, Cool blue-greens recede, Pale blue verticals advance suddenly against darker ground

2, Space expands and contracts continuously.

This creates what Hofmann called plastic reality—space generated through color relationships rather than illusionistic depth.

III. Hinton, drawing on Chan/Daoist ontology, would see this painting not as depiction but as event—a moment of reality emerging into visibility.

1.Form arising from emptiness

Notice how the forms emerge from the raw ground rather than covering it. The substrate remains visible and active.

This corresponds to Hinton’s idea that reality is not constructed, but revealed through attentive presence.

The painting does not impose order, the order emerges. 

2. The trees breathe.

Hinton writes of landscapes not as objects, but as manifestations of ongoing process. The painting captures this immersion of cosmology.  Hinton would argue that the painting is in tune with the qi, where qi is not fixed, but everything is becoming. 

From these three perspectives, I contend the following Synthesis:

• Adorno: The painting preserves truth through unresolved material tension.

• Hofmann: The painting lives through relational color forces generating autonomous space.

• Hinton: The painting allows the cosmic reality to emerge without conceptual imposition.

The painting exists in a state of quiet autonomy and authenticity.

It neither dramatizes nor illustrates.

It reveals.

Synopsis of THE CREATION OF PATRIARCHY by Gerda Lerner, 1986. Oxford University Press

In the Creation of Patriarchy (1986), Gerda Lerner provides a foundational feminist historical analysis that challenges the idea that male dominance is “natural” or biological. Instead, she argues that patriarchy is a historical construct—something created by humans over nearly 2,500 years (roughly 3100 B.C.E. to 600 B.C.E.) in the Ancient Near East.  

Core Synopsis

Lerner traces the shift from egalitarian tribal societies to the formation of Mesopotamian states. She argues that the subordination of women actually predates the formation of the State, private property and class society.

According to Lerner, the “domestication” of women was the very first form of hierarchy. By controlling women’s reproductive capacity, men established a template for the later enslavement of other humans.  

Major Themes

1. The Commodification of Women’s Sexuality

Lerner identifies the exchange of women between tribes as the origin of the patriarchal system. Before men owned land or slaves, they “owned” the reproductive potential of women. Women were traded to cement alliances, making their bodies the first form of private property.  

2. The Development of the “Double Standard”

As states formed, legal codes (like the Code of Hammurabi) began to formalize the control of women.  

• The Veil: Lerner highlights how veiling was used to distinguish “respectable” women (protected by a specific man) from “unattached” women or slaves.

• Legality: Adultery became a property crime against the husband, rather than a moral failing.

3. The Shift from Goddesses to One God

A major turning point in Lerner’s thesis is the symbolic “dethroning” of the Mother Goddess.  

• Early societies often worshipped female deities associated with fertility/birth, relationship to the flora and fauna, transformation, cycles in tune with Mother Earth, and creation.  

• The rise of monotheism and the Abrahamic religions replaced these figures with a single, male God.  

• This transition effectively removed women from the realm of the Divine, making their subordination appear divinely ordained.

4. Class as a Gendered Experience

Lerner argues that class is not experienced the same way by men and women.

• Men gain status through their relationship to the means of production (their work/wealth).  

• Women historically gained status through their relationship to a man (father or husband).

5. The “Internalization” of Inferiority

Perhaps her most poignant theme is how women became complicit in the system. Because women were denied education and history, they lacked the tools to conceptualize their own oppression. They were offered “protection” in exchange for subordination, a bargain that kept the system stable for millennia.

Nike, Goddess of Victory

Nike before patriarchy: victory as alignment, not domination

In a pre-patriarchal cosmology, Nike is not a goddess of conquest. She is a threshold force—the felt moment when right action comes into harmony with the living order of the world.

Her origin through Styx, an ancient chthonic river, places Nike in the realm of deep law, not male command. Styx is older than Olympian rule; she embodies binding truth, consequence, and continuity. Victory, here, is not taken—it emerges when action respects these deep structures.

Nike’s power is therefore relational, not hierarchical.

Victory as balance and completion

Before patriarchal war gods redefine success as domination, victory meant:

• Survival of the community

• Skillful cooperation

• Completion of a cycle

• Restoration of balance after effort

Nike appears at the moment of resolution, when tension releases into coherence. She does not preside over endless striving. She marks the end of struggle, the return to equilibrium.

This aligns her with agricultural and seasonal cycles:

Sowing, tending, harvesting

Victory is the harvest—not conquest of the field, but participation in its rhythms.

Synopsis of and Excerpts from: Noopiming, The Cure for White Ladies by Leanne Betasamosake Simpson 

Noopiming (Anishinaabemowin for “in the bush”) is a novel-poem hybrid that resists traditional Western storytelling and brings forth Anishinaabe perspectives, language, and relational worldviews. Rather than following a conventional format, the book unfolds through poetic fragments and interconnected voices that together become a meditation on identity, land, community, and colonial/ Western and patriarchal encounter.  

At the heart of the book is Mashkawaji — a narrator who lies frozen in ice and reflects on memory, disconnection, and transformation. From this suspended place, Mashkawaji introduces a chorus of seven characters, each of whom embodies a different part of themself:

• Akiwenzii (their will)

• Ninaatig (their lungs, embodied as a maple tree)

• Mindimooyenh (their conscience)

• Sabe (their marrow)

• Adik (their nervous system, a caribou)

• Asin (their eyes and ears)

• Lucy (their brain)  

These beings — part human, part nonhuman — strive to engage with both the unnatural settler world (full of things like branded coffee mugs and disposable consumer goods) and the natural world that is increasingly constrained by hierarchical property systems. 

One theme is how separation from land and relational ways of knowing alienates us from deep parts of ourselves.  

The narrative responds to and challenges settler literature, especially Susanna Moodie’s 19th-century memoir Roughing It in the Bush. The author, Leanne Betasamosake Simpson, reclaims the term Noopiming and in this book expresses what it means to be in the bush from an Indigenous standpoint — alive with spirits, ancestors, kin, land, and reciprocal relations rather than wilderness to be conquered.  

This book is a mosaic of moments — humorous, lyrical, political, and reflective — a relational field of healing, resistance, and reimagined futures grounded in Anishinaabe cosmologies and lived experience.  

Excerpts from Noopiming, the cure for white ladies.

…..trust replaces critique, examination and interrogation.

even though their truths are their own, not mine. 

The tenderness is gone, only relentless irritation remains, and staying becomes another word for love. 

Mindimooyenh says: “We live in an ecosystem of hurt.”

There are two parts to Asin. The defence and the heart: don’t get tripped up by the defence.

“If it is a performance, the spirits refuse to show up. You guys are so full of shit you don’t even notice.”

….pretty fucked for the humans, to be honest. The white ones who think they are the only ones have really structured the fucked-up-ed-ness in a seemingly impenetrable way this time. A few good ones get their footing, and then without continual cheerleading, succumb to the shit talk. It is difficult to know where to intervene or how to start. There are embers, but the wood is always wet and the flames go out so damn easy.

Akiwenzii is tired. Tired of acting like they are too old to be scared. Tired of acting like they are too old to care what they look like. Tired of acting like life experience has made them wise. Tired of being positive and having faith in the young people. Tired of the way what is most dear to them gets deployed and misused and performed. Tired of putting a happy goddamn spin on the end of the world.

A Statement on my Goddess sculptures

Contemporary Lady of Se, based on an archaeological artifact dating to c.5000 BCE, Hungary (Marina Gimbutas’ The Language of the Goddess, p. 34)

These ancient forms are not fetishized mindless idol worship or kitsch but rather a thoughtful memory of something that was repressed—feminine and earth-centered values. There have been many attempts to destroy any evidence of this female-centered/Mother Earth-centered/nature-centered world found in the pre-patriarchal eras, (40,000-1200 BCE)

My attempt is to bring forward these works, in order to show us the brokenness of history—what was lost when patriarchal domination replaced the female and Mother Earth centered world.

Contemporary Fish Goddess

For me, these goddess figures function as aesthetic negations: they call into question the patriarchal religions and economic systems with too many bought politicians that have reduced the sacred and feminine to commodity and instrument in order to dominate. These contemporary sculptures are based on an archaic semblance, not for consolation but interruption—an insistence that what has been buried still exerts a claim on us.

I am not simply affirming the past, but critically pointing out what has been lost and devalued.  I exhibit them as a critique of current institutional attempts at modern domination of females and Mother Earth, found in our legal, religious, economic and political structures.  

Bird Goddess Vessel

These art objects become ciphers—objects that hold the contradictions between 

• Mimesis (the drive to connect with nature in a non-controlling way) and 

• Rational mastery (the modern drive to dominate and control).

These works do not show a reconciliation—they don’t smooth out this tension into something comfortable.

Their truth comes from this unresolved tension which includes 1) a protest against patriarchy and a petrified market that alienates and 2) a memorial, remembering what has been destroyed.

Contemporary Bird Goddess

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